4 posts tagged “jericho barrons”
I had therapy yesterday and we talked about something that I am starting to feel terribly bad about and it's not very funny although for a while I was laughing about it. Dr. Moore made me realize how wrong I was to share the thought and now I just don't know how to take off the table. I think I'm going to avoid it and see if it won't go away. She'd be really proud of me taking that route too. Damn, what a mess.
Thursday night D and I are going to the Staples Center to see the Ducks play the Kings. Go Anze and Raitis. I would like to be able to stay up the entire game. We'll have to try it out as a new thing. There is just something embarassing about falling asleep at a sporting event. A year ago I would have been all for the Ducks but then they traded Andy. I have man-loyality. And Teemu and Beauchmin aren't playing. It leaves little to be excited about. Hell, they don't even have Bertuzzi for me to be excited about someone hitting. But it will be a good game. We will have fun.
Yesterday was a day full of surprises. I wore my green sweater with my green converse. They aren't grass green, more of a gem colour and it looked really good. It isn't often that I like what I wear. So it was a good start. I went to the bookstore to get Faefever and found Lord of Misrule was out on the shelves early. I whooped and jumped up and down. I have little self respect when it comes to books. I haven't started it yet but I plan to start it today. Oh where for art thou, Shane? I went to a hockey game. Kings vs. Flyers at the Staples Center. I found myself routing for the Flyers... and that is just not acceptable. I have never liked Philadelphia. Even when Mclaughlin was making me watch every game. But I do like Braydon Coburn and D has Scott Hartnell on his fantasy hockey team. It was a hard hitting game. I imagine they will be feeling it today. Although the Kings won in the end, I didn't see it because I fell asleep on D's shoulder and we left early. Hopefully I'll have a better time of it this Thursday when we go to see the Ducks play. I can route for the Kings that game. I never have gotten over them trading Andy McDonald.
I'm of half the mind to watch some TV today. This is highly unusual. I have the gym today so anything I would want to watch gets cut into by that. And then we are going to go and meet Jamie in LBC for some Indian. By then this idea will have burned off. Tomorrow I'm meeting Nicky online at 11:30 so it is out then too. Then I have Dr. Moore. I have plans to read Lord of Misrule sometime in the next 24 hours too so that leaves me really short on time. But I have Sinchornicity, which D found for me and Lost in Austen. D is going to have Hex come through on Netflix this week. I will have to readjust my mental thinking to work on this.
New Years Resolutions!!
I made a few... alright more than a couple. I was generous with my resolve and not doing so great on a few of them. But I will list them here so that I can look back and know which ones I need to work on.
- Go to the gym three times a week. 3 hours cardio and 1.5 weight training.
- Lose 15 lbs and keep it of.
- Be more mindful of my hygiene.
- Do something social each week.
- Read 5 books a week.
- Walk more.
- Clean the house one a month.
- Keep on top of the kitty litter.
- To let my hair grow. No cutting it.
You know that feeling when you have just feasted and you still want more? I'm living that feeling. I finished Faefever this morning and I crave the next book. The ending of this one is so fucked up and twisted that I need to know how to come back from it. It will be 8 months before the next book comes back out. A long 8 months. I think that I will reread the fever books just a couple of times. I love Barrons and I could live in the world to be near him. I do wonder what his reaction to what Mac does. It won't be pretty. I wonder how you cure pri-ya. And V'lane... where was he when the princes appeared? Yes. I have found another series to love.
Next week the new Morganville book comes out. I am eager for it because I want to know what happens with the group once they are split up. Shane is sent out by Amelie on a suicide mission. Claire and Amelie are off to find Myrnin. Eve with Oliver, and that has to be an ugly pairing. And Michael off to the campus to reduce people in the neighborhoods. Morganville up in flames. No bloodmobile for the vamps. It is going to be a tense read. I can't wait.
I've been feeling a bit off center for a while. Like I'm cycling my mood is normal but my energy is up. I feel elevated. I've started taking more neurontin to help me sleep. I don't think it works. My sleep is all over the place. I need to call Dr. Scott and get an appointment to adjust my meds. I worry that if I don't things will get worse.
Today suck. D is dying of some plague and has been in bed all day. I love him home but not when all he does is sleep. We are supposed to be going to a Sharks game tonight and I think maybe we should nix that idea and get him better.
Little Ashes finally got a release date for the states, March 27th. I am really excited about this film. It would be nice to see how Rob Pattinson does in an edgy role. Salvador Dali and his lover should turn off some of those teeny boppers who think Rob is just Edward Cullen. I hope it shows a lot of male on male french kissing. Brian Kenney used to do it and make me feel like I was watching the hottest thing going.
